Totally freaked out mentally right now about doing my first bikini competition! Can I do this? Should I do this? What have I gotten myself into? A lady just walked into my work talking about training for her first bikini competition & was really worried about making it through the whole process to get on stage. She managed to scare me in the process (she is training for the competition I was originally going to do before I found out we are moving due to my husband's job).

I have officially hit my first mental block today! Up until this point I have been really proud of my progress.